Justin King - Scars

 

It's like I wake up and I feel so alone

It's only me and I'm locked inside this room

I'm feeling lonely and I got nowhere to go

I'm fighting all my demons 

But ain't nobody know

I'm tired of "keep faith!"

I think I need a break

I'm popping Hella Pils 

Taking liquor to the face

I think I'm stuck in my head

'Cause I'm always in a rage

I got scars from the ones who left me

Heart still cold so I feel empty

Do they really love me? 

Will they go, accept me?

I don't real know - someone go and help me

Go and find my way 'cause I'm feeling lost

Looking at the moon, staring at the stars

Don't know where to go, don't know where to cross

I wish I never was

 

Feel like I'm broken, I'm falling apart

Got all of this pain and I got all of these scars

Feel like I'm broken, I'm falling apart

 Got all of this pain and I got all of these scars

 

I feel like there's no one who gets me

Try to be happy but my mind never lets me

Calm down every time it's dark and it's messy

I tell them how I feel but they always correct me

I haven't been the same since a kid - I was thirteen

Hiding all my pain from the people that hurt me

 Anxiety, depression, I don't feel like I'm worthy

So tell me what I did to ever go and deserve me

I wanna feel happy, I wanna feel fine

I wanna feel like I'm not out of my own mind

Some days I wanna live then some days I wanna die

Gave my heart to some people

Got me stabbed with a knife

All the same thing 'cause nothing's working

Ain't a saint, yeah, I'm far from perfect

I'm tryna find my purpose

I just hope it's worth it

 

Feel like I'm broken, I'm falling apart

Got all of this pain and I got all of these scars

I just feel so low and I just feel so lonely

 I just feel so low and I just feel so lonely

 

Feel like I'm broken, I'm falling apart

 Got all of this pain and I got all of these scars