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"Je m'aperçois que vieillir, c'est savoir discerner la part d'absence, absente de chaque nouveauté." (Yves Simon, La dérive des sentiments) Parce que les êtres ne sont pas interchangeables, même si l'on croit un temps gommer la douleur qui nous vrille le coeur en s'élançant vers de nouveaux horizons.
Monday, April 27, 2026
Teddy Swims & Illenium - All That Really Matters (❤️)
It's like learnin' how to feel when the drugs run out
You can see my scars 'cause I'm wearin' 'em proud
Even with my broken parts, I feel better now
If I could crawl in the mind
And give any advice to my younger self
Find something you can hold onto
Find someone who'll be there for you
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Find somewhere you can come home to
Find someone that'll die for you
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Is love, love, love
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
It's hard to tell the truth when you lie to yourself
Always give too much of you to someone else
I'm talkin' to you now like we're old friends
It'll never be too late to start again
Find something you can hold onto
Find someone who'll be there for you
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Find somewhere you can come home to
Find someone that'll die for you
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Is love, love, love
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Find something you can hold onto
Find someone who'll be there for you
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Find somewhere you can come home to
Find someone that'll die for you
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Is love, love, love
Love, love, love
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Is love, love, love
Love, love, love
That's all that really matters in the end
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
'Cause that's all that really matters in the end
Django Unchained - Django Destroys Candyland
Linkin Park - Burn It Down (Up!)
As explosions broke in the sky
All that I needed
Was the one thing I couldn't find
And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know
We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground
The colors conflicted
As the flames climbed into the clouds
I wanted to fix this
But couldn't stop from tearing it down
And you were there at the turn
Caught in the burning glow
And I was there at the turn
Waiting to let you know
We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground
You told me, "Yes,"
You held me high
And I believed when you told that lie
I played soldier, you played king
And struck me down, when I kissed that ring
You lost that right, to hold that crown
I built you up, but you let me down
So when you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn
And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know
We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground
When you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground
When you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground
Metallica - The Unforgiven II (Up!)
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's opened if you're true
If you can understand the me, then I can understand the you
Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining...
What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?
Come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there...
What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?
Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it
What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you....
Oh, what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you? (so I dub thee Unforgiven)
Oh, what I've felt...
Oh, what I've known...
I take this key (never free...)
And I bury it (never me...) in you
Because you're unforgiven, too...
Never free...
Never me...
'Cause you're unforgiven, too...
Oh
Sunday, April 26, 2026
Lobão - Por Tudo Que For
E depois
A luz se apagou
E eu não consigo mais ficar sozinho aqui
Sem você é tão ruim
Não tem sentido, prazer
Não há nada
Por favor
Não me interpreta mal
Eu não queria nem devia te magoar
O vento vem, o tempo vai
Passa por mim meio assim, meio assim devagar
Vou dormir sentindo
O que a solidão pode fazer
Há um ser ferido, por saber que o erro era meu
(Só meu)
Já passou
Agora já passou
Mas foi tão triste que eu não quero nem lembrar
Ver você, ter você
E querer mais de nós dois não tem nada demais
E pensar
Você aparecer
Pela janela tão bonita de manhã
Vem pra mim e não vai mais
Me abraça, me abraça
Me abraça por tudo o que for
U2 - Song For Someone (Again & Again)
I have some scars from where I've been
You've got eyes that can see right through me
You're not afraid of anything they've seen
I was told that I would feel
Nothing the first time
I don't know how these cuts heal
But in you I found a rhyme
If there is a light
You can't always see
And there is a world
We can't always be
If there is a dark
That we shouldn't doubt
And there is a light
Don't let it go out
And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
A song for someone
You let me in to a conversation
A conversation only we could make
You break and enter my imagination
Whatever's in there it's yours to take
I was told I'd feel
Nothing the first time
You were slow to heal
But this could be the night
If there is a light
You can't always see
And there is a world
We can't always be
If there is a dark
Within and without
And there is a light
Don't let it go out
And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
A song for someone
And I'm a long way
From your hill of Calvary
And I'm a long way
From where I was, where I need to be
If there is a light
You can't always see
And there is a world
We can't always be
If there is a kiss
I stole from your mouth
And there is a light
Don't let it go out
Papa Roach - No Matter What
You're everything I'm not in my life.
We're indestructible, we are untouchable
Nothing can take us down tonight
You are so beautiful, it should be criminal
That you could be mine.
And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die!
No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
So believe me when I say, you're the one
They'll never forgive us for the things we've done
And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die!
No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fall, we'll never fade
I'll promise you forever and my soul today
No matter what until the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
And everybody said that we would never last,
And if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back
It doesn't matter what we do or what we say
'Cause nothing matters anyway!
No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fall (We'll never fall)
We'll never fade (We'll never fade)
No matter what until the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
Yelawolf - Row Your Boat (Up!)
Heaven's not a place that you can scare me into changing everything that I believe in
Leavin' what is keeping you from walkin' out the door and livin' life like there's a reason
Reason is the fear of change will leave a person locked inside a dark and mental prison
Prisoners of war, the war is media, they feed to you graffiti up your vision
Visionary super scary future they will shoot ya' they will loot ya' they are killin'
Killin' power of the power that exists above us is a problem - it's a sentence
Sentence you to pull and push and jump, when they say jump you say how high
There is no limit
Limit what they sell and what they're givin'
Even if the whole world knows
I don't give a damn about what they think
I don't have to stand up to your gun
I don't have to sit down when you say
Tell me I'm overboard
The truth is you just want to see me sink
If there's any room left on that ship
You don't have to save any room for me
Cause I've got my own boat (even when it rains)
I'm doing my own thing (even when it rains)
And I will stay afloat - even when it rains
Cause I've got my own boat
Row, row your boat
Row, row your boat
Row your boat
They marchin' up the street they wanna fight they don't want peace
Peace of what you have they snatch and grab
They steal and run
They pullin' guns out on police
Police they shoot and kill - they shoot at will
They will at you - they'll execute if you don't leave
Leavin' the impression no one's safe inside this dungeon in the city of the beast
Beasts are on the corner, slingin' poison to the junkies - to a junkie it's a feast
Feast or famine, come examine, take a look into that alleyway that's on your street
Streets are not the only place that you can find yourself laying up under white sheets
Sheets in Alabama cockin' hammers, ridin' horses, wanna handle who is free
Free yourself from anything they preach
Even if the whole world knows
I don't give a damn about what they think
I don't have to stand up to your gun
I don't have to sit down when you say
Tell me I'm overboard
The truth is you just want to see me sink
If there's any room left on that ship
You don't have to save any room for me
Cause I've got my own boat (even when it rains)
I'm doing my own thing (even when it rains)
And I will stay afloat - even when it rains
Cause I've got my own boat
Row, row your boat
Row, row your boat
Row your boat
I Prevail - Alone (❤️)
It was us against the world, but now
I’ve been sleeping on my own
Spending all these nights alone knowing you’re not coming home
Cause you’re running through my dreams
It’s like you’re on repeat
Feels like eternity, and I can’t believe
I let you in, you left me out
You left me on my own, you left me all alone
I let you in, you bled me out
You left me skin and bone, you left me all alone
You left me all alone
I would’ve gave it all
Truth be told I can’t believe you’re gone
Like a dream I can’t recall
Now I gotta face the fact that you’re never coming back
Cause you’re running through my dreams
It’s like you’re on repeat
Feels like eternity, and I can’t believe
I let you in, you left me out
You left me on my own, you left me all alone
I let you in, you bled me out
You left me skin and bone, you left me all alone
You used to run, run through my veins
And to be honest, I know I’ll never be the same
I let you in, you left me out
You left me on my own, you left me all alone
You left me all alone
I see you in my dreams
I can’t believe you’re gone
When it’s too dark to see
I’ll leave the light on
I’ll leave the light on
I’ll leave the light on
When it’s too dark to see
I let you in, you left me out
You left me on my own, you left me all alone
I let you in, you bled me out
You left me skin and bone, you left me all alone
You used to run, run through my veins
And to be honest, I know I’ll never be the same
I let you in, you left me out
You left me on my own, you left me all alone
Night Traveler - Don't Forget Me
Two Feet - Tell Me The Truth
I've got a lot I cannot say
For too long, I bide my time
I'll say I'm fine
I watch you float on, float on
For too long, I've been too fake
Pretend to be
All that you need
So tell me the truth, my baby, baby
Is it me, is it you? I say, I say, oh
So tell me the truth, my baby, baby
Is it me, is it you? Oh
The image stuck inside my mind
Your body trapped in space and time
For too long, I dream of you
All that you do
I watch you float on, float on
For too long, I contemplate
I try to be
All that you need
So tell me the truth, my baby, baby
Is it me, is it you? I say, I say, oh
So tell me the truth, my baby, baby
Is it me, is it you? Oh
Tell me the truth, my baby
Is it me, is it you? I say, I say, oh
So tell me the truth, my baby
Is it me, is it you? Oh, oh, oh no, no, no
So tell me the truth, my baby, baby
Is it me, is it you? I say, I say, oh
So tell me the truth, my baby, baby
Is it me, is it you? Oh
Saturday, April 25, 2026
Kim Wilde - Million Miles Away (Up!)
And said there'd come a time
You'd have to go away
You put it on the line
And told me we should only
Take each moment day by day
Well I know that there's a time in life
When people change
And go their separate ways
But I miss you, more each day
You're a million miles away
But I feel you in my heart
Though it hurt to leave that way
We'll we knew that from the start
Cos you never did pretend
Our love would never end
There is no way to love
No rules that we can follow
Nothing simple or defined
We make our own
And some we borrow
Hoping it won't end
But darling now we know
We've got no-where left to go
You're a million miles away
But I feel you in my heart
Through it hurt to leave that way
Well we knew that from the start
Cos you never did pretend
Our love would never end
Our love would never end
And if I travelled to the stars
Would I find out where you are
Touch the secret in your heart
And set it free
Or would you turn away
Cos I miss you more each day
You're a million miles away
But I feel you in my heart
Through it hurt to leave that way
Well we knew that from the start
Cos you never did pretend
Our love would never end
Our love would never end
Bruce Hornsby & The Range - Mandolin Rain
Like the times that we spent
Hiding out from the rain under the carnival tent
I laughed and she'd smile
It would last for awhile
You don't know what you've got till you lose it all again
Listen to the mandolin rain
Listen to the music on the lake
Oh, listen to my heart break every time she runs away
Oh, listen to the banjo wind
A sad song drifting low
Listen to the tears roll
Down my face as she turns to go
A cool evening dance
Listenin' to the bluegrass band takes the chill
From the air until they play the last song
I'll do my time
Oh, keeping you off my mind but there's moments
That I find, I'm not feeling so strong
Listen to the mandolin rain
Listen to the music on the lake
Ah, listen to my heart break every time she runs away
Oh, listen to the banjo wind
A sad song drifting low
Listen to the tears roll
Down my face as she turns to go
Runnin' down by the lakeshore
She did love the sound of a summer storm
It played on the lake like a mandolin
Now it's washing her away once again...whoa, again
The boat's steaming in
Oh, I watch the sidewheel spin
And I think about her when I hear that whistle blow
I can't change my mind
Oh, I knew all the time that she'd go
But that's a choice I made long ago
Listen to the mandolin rain
Listen to the music on the lake
Ah, listen to my heart break every time she runs away
Oh, listen to the banjo wind
A sad song drifting low
Listen to the tears roll
Down my face as she turns to go
As she turns to go
Listen to the...listen to the mandolin rain
Listen to the tears roll
Down my face as she turns to go
Listen to the tears roll
Down my face as she turns to go
Listen to the mandolin rain.
Gary Wright - Dream Weaver (Again & Again)
Climbed aboard the dream weaver train
Driver, take away my worries of today
And leave tomorrow behind
Ooh, dream weaver
I believe you can get me through the night
Ooh, dream weaver
I believe we can reach the morning light
Fly me high through the starry skies
Maybe to an astral plane
Cross the highways of fantasy
Help me to forget today's pain
Ooh, dream weaver
I believe you can get me through the night
Ooh, dream weaver
I believe we can reach the morning light
Though the dawn may be coming soon
There still may be some time
Fly me away to the bright side of the moon
And meet me on the other side
Ooh, dream weaver
I believe you can get me through the night
Ooh, dream weaver
I believe we can reach the morning light
Dream weaver
Dream weaver
Nickelback - Trying Not To Love You (Up!)
How could anyone ask for more?
(How could anyone ask for more?)
And our time apart, like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?
(How could anyone ask for more?)
But if there's a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God, I'm trying to
'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more
And this kind of pain, only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)
And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)
But if there's a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God, I'm trying to
'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
So I sit here divided, just talking to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered right in my ear
Said, I've been dying to tell you
That trying not to love you, only went so far
Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we're fighting for
We just keep on trying, we could be much more
'Cause trying not to love you
Oh, yeah, trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more
The Broken View - Us
Is where we fell out of love
Come now, to where we grieve in stages
Before the daylight comes
Maybe in time
We could get tired of adding up
Every dime
Just to find worth in this
Or you can tell me what you're waiting for
Some nights, I dream about the old days
I put my phone down, honey
Pick myself back up again
If our love's just a crack in the pavement
Another step might curb
The overestimation
Maybe in time
We could get tired of adding up
Every dime
Just to find worth in this
Or you can tell me what you're waiting for
"And I still love you, don't you understand?"
"Then do me a favor, will you? Leave."
"Go away, go away someplace before I ruin your life
As well as my own."
"It's you and me. Out of everybody in the world. Us"
"We'll get out of it. We'll make them understand
Just how it was."
And maybe in time
We could get tired of adding up
Every dime
Just to find worth in this
Or you can tell me what you're waiting for
Tell me what you're waiting for
Friday, April 24, 2026
Jessie Reyes - Con El Viento (¡Arriba!)
La casa está encendida
Si me quedo es suicida
Dices que no lo volves' a hacer
Promesas que no oigo
Yo ya te conozco
Ya no tengo nada
Ni corazón, ni mi llorada
Me dejaste seca
Me pasa por terca
Y me advirtieron que no te amara
Que haces lo que se te da la gana
Cuando se te ocurre
Cuando ya te aburres
Y me ves llorar
Y te sentes' mal en el momento
Vuelvo a perdonar
Mentis otra vez
Y yo me arrepiento
Este infierno yo ya lo conozco bien
Necesito paz, ya no lloro más
Me voy con el viento
Probablemete siempre te amare
Eso es lo mas triste
No creo que lo supiste
No sabes amar
Tampoco sos culpable
Es la culpa de tus padres
Ya no tengo nada
Ni corazón, ni mi llorada
Me dejaste seca
Eso me pasa por terca
Y me dijeron que no te amara
Que haces lo que se te da la gana
Cuando se te ocurre
Cuando ya te aburres
Y me ves llorar
Y te sentis mal en el momento
Vuelvo a perdonar
Mentis otra vez
Y yo me arrepiento
Este infierno yo ya lo conozco bien
Pero necesito paz, ya no lloro más
Me voy con el viento
Wednesday, April 22, 2026
Staind - Believe
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
And so I cry myself to sleep
And hope the devil I don't meet
In the dreams that I live through
Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life's not always what it seems
Believe in me
'Cause I was made for chasing dreams
All the smiles you've had to fake
And all the shit you've had to take
Just to lead us here again
I never have the things to say
To make it all just go away
To make it all just disappear
Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life's not always what it seems
Believe in me
'Cause I was made for chasing dreams
It's my life, it's my choice
Feel my words, hear my voice
And just believe
I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
And all I think about is you
If you believe in me
Life's not always what it seems
Believe in me
'Cause I was made for chasing dreams
Believe in me
I know you've waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life's not always what it seems
Believe in me
'Cause I was made for chasing dreams




















