Dead by April - Losing You (Up!)

 

What I have in me,
In my mind is you
(I would die if we were through)
What I'm feeling now,
What I'm heading into!
(I am lost in pain without you)
(so cold, so alone)

All I have is you,
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you,
(Now I can't make it through)

All the nights I've prayed,
Must this all be untrue?
(I am not prepared to be strong)
I just can't believe I am losing you
(Unprepared to carry on)
(I can't see you walk away)
(so cold, so alone)

All I have is you,
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you,
(Now I can't make it through)
I am losing you forever
(I am lost in pain without you)
I am leaving ground forever
(Forever, forever)

Distant, so far, destiny is selecting me
I can't be strong, life is disconnecting me
Now loneliness infecting me
Gone are the days, you were there protecting me

So cold (so alone)

All I have is you
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you
(Now I can't make it through)
I am losing you forever
(I am lost in pain without you)
I am leaving ground forever (forever)

All I have is you (it is all that I'm breathing for)
All I need is you (now I can't make it through)

It is all that I'm breathing for
(breathing for, breathing for)
(breathing for, breathing for, breathing for) 

Dead By April — Anything At All (Again & Again)

 

Protected by these walls I've built
But what's inside I've already killed
Nobody knows what I've been through
Nobody knows that it was you
You destroyed everything

Echoing in my head
Is the ripple effect
Of all the words you said
The words that scarred my heart
They really hit me hard
But that's just who you are

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you

There were too many lies for me to memorize
And I never make the same mistake twice
I bet the truth weighs heavily on you
It must be

Echoing in my head
Is the butterfly effect
Of your biggest mistake
I'm a violent earthquake
Splitting a tectonic plate
In two and I'm not afraid of you

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you

I'm not
Afraid
Of you

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you 

Dead By April - Beautiful Nightmare

Innocent - like a fairytale
It started with the blink of an eye
Wonderful - it had to be fate
But the indifference made us say goodbye

It has come to an end now
It is time to say goodbye
Beautiful nightmare
Couldn't survive on the battlefield
But now I'm starting to heal
Beautiful nightmare

Lucky that we reached the top
As they say what goes up must come down
Happy? Couldn't be more wrong
I gave us the benefit of the doubt

It has come to an end now
It is time to say goodbye
Beautiful nightmare
Couldn't survive on the battlefield
But now I'm starting to heal
Beautiful nightmare

Cause it was worth it
All along, despite the panic attacks
Cause it was worth it
And even though it's wrong
I just wanna go back
I know it's bad for me
Can't resist it
I need it badly
To exist and to live
I clench my fist in the air
And here I go, yeah
Beautiful nightmare
Beautiful nightmare 

 

Dead By April - Calling

 

I picture you now right in front of me
Your beautiful eyes looking right at me
Remember the warmth you used to give me
I wish I could bring it back
Wish I could take it back

Never thought I'd exist, I never thought I could be
The second I saw you, something changed in me
My feelings will run off again naturally
Something changed in me

Can you hear me calling, calling for you?
Can you hear me screaming, screaming for you?
It is like I'm naked out in the rain
Alone and dealing with the pain
Can you hear me calling, calling, calling

Remember the days we spent together
Give anything to have them forever
And all the things we used to laugh at
I Wish I could bring it back
Wish I could take it back

Now I know things that I never knew
I'm standing out here and I'm calling you
You mean the world to me, and believe that it's true
I love you

Can you hear me calling, calling for you?
Can you hear me screaming, screaming for you?
It is like I'm naked out in the rain
Alone and dealing with the pain
Can you hear me calling, calling, calling?

Calling
You mean the world to me
Screaming
You mean the world to me

Can you hear me calling, calling for you?
Can you hear me screaming, screaming for you?
It is like I'm naked out in the rain
Alone and dealing with the pain
Can you hear me calling, calling, calling? 

 

Dead By April & Samuel Ericsson - Break My Fall

 

How far would you go
(I need to know how far would you go)
Is there a limit
(I need to know the answer is no)
I trust in who you are
(Would you hold on or would you let go)

I've walked through the fire
I've danced with the flames
Time moves fast
And the pendulum swings
And I need to know

That if I jump
Will you break my fall
Try to catch me at all
I'm about to let go
And if I fell
Fell straight into hell
Would you follow me there
Follow me there

When I'm at my lowest
I have ever been
When I wanna destroy everything
When I wanna suffer and burn and
I wanna feel my veins be injected with poison

That if I jump
Will you break my fall
Try to catch me at all
I'm about to let go
And if I fell
Fell straight into hell
Would you follow me there
Would you follow me there
Me there
Me there

Crush my defense
Create chaos in me
All I need to know
Are you my enemy

All I need to know
Are you my enemy

That if I jump
Will you break my fall
Try to catch me at all
I'm about to let go
And if I fell
Fell straight into hell
Would you follow me there
Would you follow me there
Me there
Me there 

 

Dead By April — Anything At All (Up!)

 

Protected by these walls I've built
But what's inside I've already killed
Nobody knows what I've been through
Nobody knows that it was you
You destroyed everything

Echoing in my head
Is the ripple effect
Of all the words you said
The words that scarred my heart
They really hit me hard
But that's just who you are

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you

There were too many lies for me to memorize
And I never make the same mistake twice
I bet the truth weighs heavily on you
It must be

Echoing in my head
Is the butterfly effect
Of your biggest mistake
I'm a violent earthquake
Splitting a tectonic plate
In two and I'm not afraid of you

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you

I'm not
Afraid
Of you

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you 

Dead By April - Anything At All

 

Protected by these walls I've built
But what's inside I've already killed
Nobody knows what I've been through
Nobody knows that it was you
You destroyed everything

Echoing in my head
Is the ripple effect
Of all the words you said
The words that scarred my heart
They really hit me hard
But that's just who you are

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you

There were too many lies for me to memorize
And I never make the same mistake twice
I bet the truth weighs heavily on you
It must be

Echoing in my head
Is the butterfly effect
Of your biggest mistake
I'm a violent earthquake
Splitting a tectonic plate
In two and I'm not afraid of you

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you

I'm not
Afraid
Of you

Did I mean anything at all to you
Did I mean anything at all to you
Do you think about us every now and then
Because I do
Did I mean anything at all to you 

 

Dead By April - Losing You

 

What I have in me,
In my mind is you
(I would die if we were through)
What I'm feeling now,
What I'm heading into!
(I am lost in pain without you)
(so cold, so alone)

All I have is you,
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you,
(Now I can't make it through)

All the nights I've prayed,
Must this all be untrue?
(I am not prepared to be strong)
I just can't believe I am losing you
(Unprepared to carry on)
(I can't see you walk away)
(so cold, so alone)

All I have is you,
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you,
(Now I can't make it through)
I am losing you forever
(I am lost in pain without you)
I am leaving ground forever
(Forever, forever)

Distant, so far, destiny is selecting me
I can't be strong, life is disconnecting me
Now loneliness infecting me
Gone are the days, you were there protecting me

So cold (so alone)

All I have is you
It is all that I'm breathing for
All I need is you
(Now I can't make it through)
I am losing you forever
(I am lost in pain without you)
I am leaving ground forever (forever)

All I have is you (it is all that I'm breathing for)
All I need is you (now I can't make it through)

It is all that I'm breathing for
(breathing for, breathing for)
(breathing for, breathing for, breathing for)