Driving with the angel of death
I pass by your old apartment
Sniffing up the pills you left
Inside the limousine
Nobody could tell me how far
You said "we'll stop to read each tea leaf"
Nobody could tell me how long
Just pacing patiently
I arrive, in the form of a radical being
You arrive, but the story can never be told
(It's harder now to hold you)
Sleeping with the angel of death
I still find you in my shadow
Learning how the mirror reflects
I lose myself in you
I was told it wouldn't be long
"Life's a basket full of cravings"
Better than the evil you know
Repeat yourself in me
You arrive, on the hood of your step father's Lincoln
The surprise, and I couldn't remember the words
I'm on fire, and the guilt's doing all of the thinking
I'm alive, but it isn't the same as before
Slowly we become a single mold
Watching as my skin becomes your skin and starts to hold
I was told that there's a wonder in the place our bodies go
Driving 'round the sins of both my lives will keep you cold
I deserve it, I've been stalling, I've been selfish, I've been wrong
Finally I heard my name, the absolution called
Now I need it, now I crave the writing burned into the wall
Sitting in your hands to watch the ending of it all
I arrive, in the eyes of my grandfather's daughter
In the light, but I couldn't remember your words
I survived, and the guilt's falling off me in pieces
I'm alive, and it isn't the same as before
I thought this time I might just walk away from you
If I'm the thief and you're the proof, its pain to choose
It felt like a first, but it wasn't new
It felt like a sin, it was more like a noose
It's harder now to hold ya
It's harder now to hold ya
I'm ashamed, lost my decree, it paid to lose
The first of sixty thousand hours obsessed with you
It wasn't a lie, but it wasn't the truth
I tried blaming me, ended up blaming you
It's harder now to hold ya
It's harder now to hold ya
It's harder now to hold ya
It's harder now to hold ya
You crossed this line
Do you find it hard to sit with me tonight?
I've walked these miles but I've walked 'em straight lined
You'll never know what was like to be fine
I'm wasting my young years
It doesn't matter if...
I'm chasing old ideas
It doesn't matter if...
Maybe...
We are
We are
Maybe I'm wasting my young years
Maybe...
We are
We are
Maybe I'm wasting my young years
Don't you know that it's only fear
I wouldn't worry, you have all your life
I've heard it takes some time to get it right
I'm wasting my young years
It doesn't matter if...
I'm chasing old ideas
It doesn't matter if...
Maybe...
We are
We are
Maybe I'm wasting my young years
Maybe...
We are
We are
Maybe I'm wasting my young years
I don't know what you want
Don't leave me hanging on
Don't know what you want
Don't leave me hanging on
Home, I'm making my way home
My mind's already there
Yes, my mind is
Light, you're with me in the dark
Light my way at night
Let your light shine
Now, this burden weighs me down
The heaviest of weights
Knocks me to the ground
Right down to the
Dew that sparkles on the ground
Blue mountains loom above
Blue mountains loom
And I walk alone, one wish
Won't be forgotten
Never forget that
Long, is the path ahead
And though my body tires
And I have far to go
I know I'm going home
Know I'm going home
Know I'm going home
Know I'm going home
Know I'm going home
Home, I'm making my way home
My mind's already there
Yes, my mind is
Light, you're with me in the dark
Light my way at night
Let your light shine
Now, this burden weighs me down
The heaviest of weights
Knocks me to the ground
This burden weighs me down
Burden weighs me down
Burden weighs me down
Burden weighs me down
On m'a vu dans le Vercors Sauter à l'élastique Voleur d'amphores Au fond des criques J'ai fait la cour à des murènes J'ai fait l'amour, j'ai fait le mort T'étais pas née
À la station balnéaire Tu t'es pas fait prier J'étais gant de crin, geyser Pour un peu je trempais Histoire d'eau
La nuit je mens Je prends des trains à travers la plaine La nuit je mens Je m'en lave les mains J'ai dans les bottes des montagnes de questions Où subsiste encore ton écho Où subsiste encore ton écho
J'ai fait la saison Dans cette boîte crânienne Tes pensées Je les faisais miennes T'accaparer seulement t'accaparer D'estrade en estrade J'ai fait danser tant de malentendus Des kilomètres de vie en rose
Un jour au cirque Un autre à chercher à te plaire Dresseur de loulous Dynamiteur d'aqueducs
La nuit je mens Je prends des trains à travers la plaine La nuit je mens Effrontément J'ai dans les bottes des montagnes de questions Où subsiste encore ton écho Où subsiste encore ton écho
On m'a vu dans le Vercors Sauter à l'élastique Voleur d'amphores Au fond des criques J'ai fait la cour à des murènes J'ai fait l'amour j'ai fait le mort T'étais pas née
La nuit je mens Je prends des trains à travers la plaine La nuit je mens Je m'en lave les mains J'ai dans les bottes des montagnes de questions Où subsiste encore ton écho Où subsiste encore ton écho
La nuit je mens Je prends des trains à travers la plaine La nuit je mens Je m'en lave les mains J'ai dans les bottes des montagnes de questions Où subsiste encore ton écho
High above the tallest trees Courage will come your way It's the need that burns the trust that shines When you climb out of the shade
Your high awakes the things you wanna be Where the air is thin and sweeps you off your feet
Where the heart is When the light's at your side When the faith is ready No more guidance Take the leap of your life As the ground is shaking
Shaking off your troubled soul As silence seems to grow It's the faith in sight, the doubt that fades As the world dissolves below
Your high awakes the things you wanna be Where the air is thin and sweeps you off your feet
Where the heart is When the light's at your side When the faith is ready No more guidance Take the leap of your life As the ground is shaking
You are falling to the stars, you are falling You are falling to the stars, you are falling You are falling to the stars, you are falling You are falling to the stars, you are falling
Where the heart is When the light's at your side When the faith is ready No more guidance Take the leap of your life As the ground is shaking
Woke up feeling too fucked up Nah, I couldn't sleep, I had to take another pill I mix up the late nights sleeping through the daytime I been out my mind, tell me is this even real Yeah I know the deal That don't make it easy I still need some time to heal I just want to spend it all with you And that's the truth You're the only one I've been afraid to lose Every single time, it's no different Cause every single time, you're not here FaceTime, only time we kissing Can't feel it through the screen, ain't the same, it's not fair
You hang up, I still feel your echo It's getting hard, I don't want to let go But missing you is worth so much more than it hurts It only gets worse when you're leaving Wish I could fall asleep to your breathing But missing you is worth so much more than it hurts
Red light, I'm not breaking Bet I'm so impatient Bed time, I won't make it home, well Left, right, I've been changing bed sides Now I'm praying you'll be there for me when I get home
You hang up, I still feel your echo It's getting hard, I don't want to let go But missing you is worth so much more than it hurts It only gets worse when you're leaving Wish I could fall asleep to your breathing But missing you is worth so much more than it hurts
I was listening to the radio
I heard a song reminded me of long ago
Back then I thought that things were never gonna change
It used to be that I never had to feel the pain
I know that things will never be the same now
I wanna go back
And do it all over again
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
Cause I'm feeling so much older
But I can't go back I know
I recall hanging out on Friday night
The first slow dance
Hoping that I'll get it right
Back then I thought I'd never ever stand alone
It used to be that a lonely heart was never shown
I know that things will never be the same
I wanna go back
And do it all over again
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
Cause I'm feeling so much older
But I can't go back I know
Can't go back
I can't go back
I know now that things will never be the same
I said
I wanna go back
And do it all over again
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
Cause I'm feeling so much older
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
And do it all over again
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
Cause I'm feeling so much older
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
And do it all over again
But I can't go back I know
I wanna go back
Cause I'm feeling so much older
But I can't go back I know
No, No
And do it all over...